Help For Distressed Guy

My name is Max (not real name). I have a history of mental health problem which I have hide from people.

About 2 years ago, someone I hate got aware of my mental health problem and start to spread in my area and workplace. I was so distress by the outbreak of my health condition news that it worsen my mental health condition. I have phobia of going to crowded place and is fearful to talk to people. I have lost my job as I have gotten very sick. I have been suffering from depression, obsession (repeated talking to myself mentally) and hallucination for 2 years. I was too stressed out, as I have no income for 2 years. All my saving was used up.
I live alone, and I don't know when am I able to get another job cos of my phobia. I need some money for my living expenses till don't know when. That's why I am trying out this fund raising for myself.