I have been a mother since I was 19 and in those 12 years I have learned to sacrifice, work harder, and do anything I had to in order to provide for my children. I have survived domestic violence, broken free of controlling situations that were not healthy and raised my boys to be respectful and helpful to all around them.
I have had little help outside of a few very special people in my life and typically find disappointment around the corner when I would expect others to be there for me as I had been for them, in their time of need. As I type this now, I think of the completely outrageous story I have to tell and wonder who in their right mind would believe me, if they didn't see it for themselves.
I've recently had to move my older boys in with their father, whom I assumed would be understanding as I have been helpful and unbiased over the six years he has failed to pay child support or help in any way. Now, I face homelessness, and my three year old and I are living on the couch of those kind enough to reach out to us, in our time of need.
I have had nothing but issues when attempting to apply for state assistance and have a lawyer as of today due to the State of NH lack of intervention in our lives. I have survived death threats left unanswered by the Laconia and Tilton police departments, illegal evictions and currently have an on-going civil lawsuit that has eaten up resources and time I will never get back.
My car was repo'd, I lost my job, and each job I've received after the fact, has ended due to a need to move yet again and no transportation to get to the locations. I work on the side as much as possible and perform remote work online to scrape by, but it's not enough. I'm out of ideas and options and hope more than anything, I can find compassionate people who understand that we all need a little bit of help sometimes, and no one is perfect.
I am an intelligent, fun, laid back professional who is typically on the other side of the screen looking for others to help. My passion is consumer affairs and helping those with a bum deal - attempting to lift them up emotionally and if I can financially. I live by a positive light and as it shrinks more and more, I become a little more desperate for help.
I ask now for help in getting diapers and wipes, clothing for my tiniest human and enough funds to feed us for the rest of the month. I utilize taxi's as we do not have public transportation in our small town and in order to continue my job search, I need funds to get to interviews and side jobs as they come up.
willing to work remotely as a Virtual Assistant or locally if anyone is
hiring and can help us out. I have no where else to turn, and hope this
last ditch effort is what will be the first step in moving forward once
again. I have never been homeless and car-less, or unemployed and now I swallow my pride to ask, please help me and my family.