Having a mental illness sucks

long story short so I dont bore everyone. I had a severe sexual assault a few years back (well 10years) and I've been in and out of doctors and hospitals since with a depression、anxiety and severe panic disorder diagnosis. Medical Bill's have been piling up and although I have been able to live my daily life、having debt sucks. So if anyone wants to pay 10、15 dollars to help me start fresh、it would be greatly appreciated.