Got to get back to them boys !!

Ok here goes...my name is Daniel. I have had life hand me a couple of low blows. But that's beyond the point here. I have a 5 yr old step son and a 3 yr old bio son. They both live with their mother. Yes , u guessed it, long story short, it didn't work out. The mom isn't a bad mom but she is extremely busy with work. Now that I am out of the house and 700 miles away their is mommies new boyfriend and the other baby daddy who all of a sudden shows his face, to now take my place and fill in. Yes I get all the usual promises like "I won't let them forget who daddy is " and all that crap. So now here is the catch. When the mother and I split I came to Florida/orlando with the understanding that I was going to stay with some step family I have here. U can imagine how that went. Not so good....now I have been here a little over a month and have had no job offers. I have filled out numerous applications with the local grocery stores and convenience stores and subway and all those type of places with no luck so far. I am desperate to get back to my boys and be a good father and father figure . They tell me by phone the love me and miss me and I do the same but I feel like I am letting them down. They are only babies and I know they won't remember much about this time in their life but I want them to know dad was there. The dad who wouldn't give up and did everything he could for his boys. So that's why I am asking for help. I am pretty sure I can find some type of employment back home where my boys are...I just need the means to get back home, purchase a vehicle to run them boys around in and get to work, and rent a an apartment in town. Their are only 2 apt complexes in the whole town...lol. yes a very small town..a great place to raise kids...and I am sick with grief over my baby boys. I need them too....I know its desperate but I am desperate for my boys. My heart won't let me just turn away...I just cant. Something has to give.