The truth is that i gambled to death. I lost everything. Job , money, house, family, wife and kid. I'm a graphic designer job exp about 6years. I studied cinematography in france, paris. and marketing inmba institude PIBS also in paris. I had everythin. dreamjob . beautiful family they were my angels friends and healthy life. but one day i went to casino and that was the day when my darkside woke up. Yes it's my confession . I dont deserve what i had becouse I left everything behind for this illness. soon i started to lie and it helped me to get money to gamble. no one knew about my madness. Now I'm in my room hiding from everyone. I cant look at my son without crying and cant talk to my wife coz of shame. the most eating me alive thing is that i did not need any of this. I dont belive that im in this kind of situation. destroyed and weak. I could lie and tell that i am ill or need to make start up or something like that but i made a pact never to gamble and never to tell a lie ever again. I belive i deserve second chance. I dont want to be found dead in a vally killed by deptcollectors . I want to live and show everyone that i deserved second chance.