Hello, Thanks for visiting my page. First of all, I want to introduce myself. My name is Matthew Ladaw, 23 years old and I'm going to be a young father with my girlfriend Tey Pei Yu
I'm here to share what I've been going through. First of all I was born in a Christian Family in the Philippines. My father brought me to Singapore to study. But despite of all his teachings and sermons, I didn't listen and just go my own way. Having alot of issues and problems outside, I borrow money from people, I did things that is not necessary to do, tried to cheat and so forth. Like there is a saying, you reap what you sow. People chased after me thus resulting for me to go back to my family. My Dad helped me with everything he can to settle my issues even if I neglected and ignore his teachings and ways. Even come to the point that me and my current girlfriend, Pei Yu, had a baby with me as the father. I have no proper job currently right now and waiting for interviews. I promised myself I want to work hard. I will work very hard and always Pray to God that He will provide and control the situation. I even had thoughts of not keeping the child as I know i wont be capable of taking care as I have nothing. Financial issues.
To my parents side I did told them about our situation and yes it is my responsibility and my Dad who is the only the working one already go into so much debts in banks just to help me in my situation back then to pay those people who I lied to. I'm telling myself to walk a different path from my ownself back. I want to walk the path where everything should be in Proper way and according to God's way. I really need help and advice.
My girlfriend doesnt have a job as well and we barely go to check up. Her parents doesnt earn alot and they also barely surviving.
I'm here because I want to share my issue and story as I really dont know what can I do. My girlfriend and I are planning also to get married before the child was born by due date November as it is the right thing to do. We have to struggle for the child as it is life. I still believe it is a blessing from God and I just have to walk with Him. I do need help in financial issues and I'm here to ask for advice or help I need. Its really very stressful and I dont want to walk the path walked in the past.