I’m not entirely sure where to start. I’m doing this as a last attempt to put my kids and their mother into a better, safer home. Their mother & I aren’t together and frankly we’re on semi-rocky terms. Regardless of that, no matter the circumstance, theyre my family and deserve better than what they have. My beautiful is 1 1/2 and my gorgeous little girl is 3 1/2. im in a place in my life right now where my back is pushed very harshly against every wall imaginable. I’m lost, i moved to Massachusetts to get away from drugs and the people i thought were there for me. theres nothing else in the world I want than to be ready to be in my children's lives again but with my situation i cant do that. They’re in Tennessee while im stuck in MA. ive living with my sister working the days i can at a temp agency because i lost all my credentials so its the only place available for my current situation. Its not enough. I really need help. Nothing would mean more to me than being able to call their mother and say ”hey, are you ready to do it right this time?” With the beautiful words that follow “we can finally get our kids a better place of your choice.” i don't deserve it, she doesn't deserve it. The kids deserve it more than anything. It’s time for me to step up but i fell so far im scrambling to pick the pieces off the floor because they’re everywhere. anything would help us. None of this money will go to anything other than a home & things inside of the home. I know it’s no ones responsibility but ours. This is me reaching out into a world i know is full of good life, good will, and beauty. Please, help me help them. This isn’t about me, as much as you all would be helping. It’s about helping My son Finn, daughter Emma-lee & their mother. I can do nothing but swear that every dime will go to bettering their lives and providing a platform for us all to grow. Reciepts & proof will most definitely be provided.