Financial help needed to fulfill my goal

Greetings dear reader. My name is Valerij Loginov and I'm 19 years old young man from Russia who's currently living in a small country in the middle of Europe called Czech Republic. I finished the highschool this year(2019) and I'm currently experiencing my gap year before attending to the university. One of my goals in 2020 is to keep being independent in terms of financial things while keep pushing for my goals. I have 3 money incomes. 2 from a part time jobs which I'm doing and 1 from reselling the clothes from a clothing brands on eBay. Unfortunately its an unstable income and the overall result at the end of the month is different every time. Therefore I'm asking for your help. I need your help in order to keep being financially independent and stable and not fall into a debt like a lot of people surrounding me. I'm trying to help the people as much as I can and it feels awkward to ask for help on the internet but I feel like I have no other choice. People which are supporting me are amazing but they cant do it financially because of their personal problems. So I'm asking you,dear reader for a help. Every dollar helps me stay on track and any excess amount of money which will be left once I'm done paying the bills will be donated directly to Red Cross