Family in need

Due to my gambling addiction I've set my family in an extremely difficult position. With unpaid bills and loan payments and I've got no choice but ask good people for help (any help). I was gambling for years and kept falling more and more in debts with my closest ones not knowing. I was desperate to get help and support from my beloved ones but too scared to tell them.

That's changed now, I've told everyone around me about my problems. That wasn't easy, for me telling my wife about this was the most difficult thing to do. I've promised her that I will get over this and stop gambling + seek professional help.

So far I've done the biggest change in my life since I first decided to start gambling, I did go through self exclusion process from the sites i used to gamble. Yes, most of you will say there is no such a thing like self exclusion (I didn't know this till I've done a proper research and joined help offering site), there is and you may want to use this knowledge for someone you know. (I'm keeping emails confirming my self exclusion)

I'm about to loose my wife and kids.....I really don't want this to happen but afraid I will not be able to keep them if I will not change our financial situation very quickly. NO christmas this year at the moment.

I'm a hard worker and never take time off work, however time came that my wage can't cover my debts

I know that what I've done is extremely stupid.

Any donation will be much appreciated.