Escaping the Cult

My wife (Mashika Dawayad) is an escaped survivor of a near-by religious sex cult, where she was born and raised, she was given over to the gov. as a newborn in exchange for welfare (almost all children in this cult are), with many well documented near-death experiences after her parents sent her into the military (not by choice), she is still suffering from severe depression and many near-fatal injuries and illnesses, and she does NOT want her face or identity exposed for fear the cult harming her or her family. She cannot work and is drowning in debt due to the numerous medical bills, I am her sole caretaker and shoulder to cry on since our wedding 5 yrs. ago, and the village has become one of her therapies that she loves... below is her very own words...

I was born and raised in a cult and the cult leader named me, he gave me my name even though my father wanted to name me after himself, my father wanted to give me his name but the cult leader gave me a name that he wanted me to have. When I was four years old, I broke my leg and I had a cast on my left leg. I don't remember was it my right leg or my left leg and I was sent to school at like five or six I don't even remember what age I was sent to school in another city. My parents sent me to stay at some people's houses in another city and I was abused really bad at that house that they let me stay and I developed some very serious mental problems you could say because I didn't know how to communicate. I didn't really know how to communicate with people around me very well and while I was staying at those people's house I was going to school. I was supposed to go to school at the school that was in that city and… ugghhhh… One of the boys that was in my class he tried to sexually abuse me and one of the sisters walked in the classroom and she caught him during what he was trying to do and I guess she told my father because I just remember that after that school year was over when all of us went back to our homes he snatched me and he just beat me really bad he never asked me what happened I was like eight years old.
I was like eight years old never asked me what happened and that really scarred me because I didn’t understand what was going on. From the time I was a child just being abused and I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t know the reason for it so I have a lots trauma in my heart from that and I have a CPTSD (Child Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) so because he beat me like that I thought like, ‘OK maybe I’m doing something wrong, maybe I need to just sit quiet listen to the teacher and do what I’m supposed to do.’ I guess that was the reason why so from that time I’d try my best to be a good student I guess… and it still didn’t matter. Over time, I realized that I wasn’t the problem because even though I tried my best to be a good student I was still being abused in that school I still had a lot of problems, a lot of communication problems, so I just decided like I was going to try to get the best grades and I still struggle in that area and I still struggle really bad and I don’t have nobody to talk to. At the age of 18, I joined the military defense forces and while serving active duty I was in a car accident. I also experienced panic attacks and many panic attacks since serving in the military and after the car accident I realized that my life was in danger. I asked to be released from active duty my commanding officer refused, and I had no choice but to continue the remainder of my service. I’ve seen a lot of doctors for various malnurishment issues and none of them helped. Ever since I finally got out of the military, I have serious health problems and I still cannot keep a normal job and when I tried to get a job to get on my feet cause I was getting no help from nobody, the government did everything in his power to prevent me from getting on my feet. They would steal from my bank account and threaten me on certain jobs, they would threaten me with letters to my house, messages to my phone, calls on phone, even showing up to my job and mothers house. I seriously cannot work because when I work they took my money out of my account and they tried to put pressure on me to close my account so I want to have no way to get on my feet. With no way to support myself but become a slave for them. So right about now I’m in debt. I’m in serious medical debt because of some of the bills are from the military, some are from after the military and til this day the debt is preventing me from being able to pay for certain things, live a simple life, I can’t even do the simplest things. They won’t even let me get a passport, I can’t pay for an apartment, they won’t let me take money out of the bank account that I opened up. I found out it’s not even my bank account and this has been happening since I got out of the military and I’m finally opening up to talk about it

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