Hello, Before I get to my reason for being here, I want to tell you the Story about myself. My name is Thomas, Im a 32 year old single man with no children at all. From a very early age, I suffered from a number of forms of mental illness as well as phsycological abuses. Before I get into some details about what is wrong with me and why I am here, I want the reader to know that I have evidence, records, and paperwork which wil support my claims I make on here. No lies will be told. That said, my diagnosis are Schizophrenia/Schizo-affective disorder, Anxiety and Panic disorder, Chronic Depression, and Insomina. I am on a number of medications, sometimes the side affects can be worse than the symptoms themselves. Some of the Medications I am taking now and I have recently been on are Haloperidol, Prozac, Nortryptolin, Trazodones, Clonzonapam, and others ( sorry i may have not spelled them right ).
I have been recieving SSI benefits, and aid for many years, Im not proud of it. i dont like it. I have tried to work several times, but I seldom got passed a job interview, thats if I was lucky enough to get one. I either had to say that I was lazy or stupid, or i needed to be honest an say that I had been on disability because I had no work history or very little. Its all a very scary thing to me. To be honest, Ive given up on people, because ive all but begged for help.
So, why am I here, I am here because what family I have left, hates me. they do, i have had death wished upon me, and had cruel things said to me to the point to where I could not take it anymore. But as I stated earlier, I can prove what I say, I have two recordings saved of some of the things said to me, so no need to take my word for it, if i find a way to get them onto the computer or something. Because of this, Im a Homeless, man, since about the end of June, I have no where to go, and have almost nothing. I have got a storage unit rented somewhere with a few things of mine in it, nothing of value, just clothes, a recliner, a box of personal possessions, and a space heater, I dont want to tell where it is because the way things are going, i may end up living there because its getting cold to sleep outside at night.
in addition to having no home, I also have a major tooth infection of a wisdom tooth. I was able to scrounge and save and get my other teeth fixed or pulled out. but this one is not well, i can literally taste the infection which i been combating with salt water and peroxide.
I know there are people worse off than me, but Im at th ebottom of the barrell here, or close. when I say I have nothing I mean just that. Im not a person with a 500 dollar iphone that gets food stamps, or have a car, i either walk, ride, use a metrolink, or cab when i need to get to a dr appointment. haveving no place to call home, and being looked at like a dirty animal is not a funny thing. Im currently on a public computer and im getting stared at by two people that are here like im some sort of animal.
I want everyone to know, that ive never done this before, so this is all new to me, i created a facebook page just to share this somehow and i dont even know if i do that right. the picture you see is some months old. i have some in my email but im having trouble getting them loaded on this computer. All I have currently is a very cheap straight talk phone, so I will not be able to check here or my email everyday...ill just hope this reaches someone with a heart and willingness to help. I have went to a couple of churches and asked for help too, but since Im not a religious person, i was more or less sent away, so i gave up that idea.
So what do I intend to use donated money for, first thing i want to do is have a home, it doesnt have to be big, and fancy, and made of brick, just a place to be at, to lay my head, and to feel safe from being robbed or glared at by those who call themselves christians. I would like to get to another city, I have one in mind, where I can start a new life, and maybe, live some sort of productive life, even if its a small wage job. I want to see real doctors who may be able to help with my issues, and be away from people that hate e forever, as if i can get away, i will never make an effort to contact my so called family ever again. I know that sounds hateful, but if you knew youd understand. I honestly didnt know what to put in the "goal line so i think i put 5000 or something. I dont expect to get that.
I want to be clear on some things before I go. This is not a scam or a get rich sceme as some people do. this is a legitamate ask for help. I have medical records, Prescription copies, and paper from the SSA to prove my claims are real. It may take a couple days but I can and will provide pictures of these papers if asked to. i think i can maybe scan them here at the library.
I would like to Thank you for reading my story, even if you dont donate. Even if you dont believe me I appreciate your time to read it. If you would please share or pass this along somehow because I am a bit limited as to what I can do online. All Im trying to do is get out and get away from people. its not good to have no family, or no where to go and practicly no friends. honestly, im looking at this as my last best hope, and Im not sure what I will do if this doesnt work. again, whether you dontae or not, thank you for your time and consideration.