Continuing Flight Training

For years I've wanted to do nothing but fly planes, and once I got my first taste of flight, I've wanted nothing more in my life. Unfortunately I made mistakes in my life that prevent me from getting fianancing either privately or through a college. Granted that's ever so slowly on the mend, but I can't wait another 10 years for another maybe. By then it will be to late. What I'm asking is only a fraction of what it costs to make this a career, this will cover flight costs, fees, materials, and exam costs, But with that I can move on from easier than I can with nothing. Honestly I'd be happy to even make it half way, maybe by then I'll have found another way to pay for it all. But for now, here I am, so thank you so much in advance from those that do.