College Student

I'm Lindsay Farao , from Paarl, South Africa . I'm 19 years old , currently a college student. I'm 1 of 9 kids where my dad is the only breadwinner in our family and I'm currently dependent on a bursary who only gives me an a allowance of a certain amount a month which only lasts for 2 weeks and for the rest of the month i have to ask my family to help me out where they have to go and borrow money from someone else and obviously they have to pay them back at the end of the month . Which is quite stressful to me because i can imagine what my dad has to go through to provide for 12 people including my mommy , nephew and himself .