Can you help Nic get some Quality of Life?
Fundraising campaign by
Debra Basson
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ZAR1,376.00raised of R100,000.00 goal goal
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Campaign Story
Let me introduce you to Nic, my husband. He woke up in January 2017 and could not talk. Just like that. No warning. We were on holiday so decided to go home. On the way home we were traveling through a place called Calvinia and were caught in a wind pocket and driven off the road into a Calvert. The car was written off in the accident. Looking back now I believe the accident was caused by what was happening in his brain and the conditions of the road.The next day when we could get back home I took Nic to the Dr as I thought maybe he'd had a stroke. He was hospitalized. Over the next 10 days and lots of scans we finally get the result. A tumour in the parietal lobe that has been bleeding and is surrounded by swelling. What's the worst about this you may ask? The silence ... For the last 13 years 24 hours a day we have been together and we talked all the time. I worked and he updated me on the news or on what's happening on Twitter or with Politics. That's all gone now.
Nic went for surgery to remove the tumour on the 10th February 2017. He was told that he may recover or the damage may be permanent. We don't know. What could be worse than that I thought.
Today I know, the results of the Tumour are in Stage 4 Cancer and its the most aggressive type. The prognosis is not good.
He has just completed his radiation treatments and the Chemo. He spend the last week of his radiation in hospital.
He has a severe anxiety problem. I think if you started out with anxiety issues in your life, then when something like this happens then they just come out in full force.
I can't work full time anymore and Nic can't work. I desperately need a carer for Nic. Our medical bills are piling up.
Nic relies on me fully. He is not able to make simple decisions, such as what to eat. I find myself more and more trying to live two lives, to remember the word he is trying to access, to make all the decisions for us. To remember everything.
The oncologist said to me the other day this is going to be hard for you as you were together so much for so long, I said to him, but I've already lost so much of my husband.
I'm not one to ask for much especially not help, but he is the love of my life. My breath. My everything. In the time that I have him, that he has understanding and can experience life, help me get him a quality of life that is at least average. Help me get him a carer, Help me get him someone to talk to while I work.
I have a blog that I write daily on being on the otherside of the bed, what its like from my side of the bed. I started the blog for two reasons, to help me get perspective and maybe it would help someone else that is facing what I am facing so feel so alone.
The blog can be accessed at www.removethesilence.wordpress.com
Organizer
- Debra Basson
- Campaign Owner
- Langebaan, ZA
I am just a wife just like any other, who loves her husband, and cannot imagine life without him.
I am just a wife just like any other, who loves her husband, and cannot imagine life without him.
Donors
- Tumi Tsehlo
- Donated on Feb 22, 2017
Debi, thank you for your partnership over the years. Please know that I have you both in my thoughts and prayers.
- A Crampton
- Posted On Feb 21, 2017
No updates for nearly 3 weeks. We hope & pray that Nic is recovering well & will be fit enough to travel to Israel.
Radiation and Chemo
Update posted by Debra Basson at 05:06 amI never thought Cancercare would ever be about money. Somehow I always had this idea that it's about saving lives. But sadly it's about just another day at the office.We've laid eyes on the Oncologist probably for 25 minitues in the entire time. Sure he answers all my questions. How. . . . .
How does it happen?
Update posted by Debra Basson at 05:37 pmLike life is not hard enough. At Nic's request we gathered all the children. We had just fetched my youngest son from the airport's drop and go and were on our way to Muizenburg for a family get together. Nic's son was travelling behind me and as he is super. . . . .
D Day
Update posted by Debra Basson at 06:28 pmNic prepares for his operation tomorrow. He is really terrified. Will the tumour be bigger, have multipled? Is it malignant? Will he be disabled forever. A multitude of thoughts zigzagging across his mind, none making any sense, and not being able to verbalize them does not make it any easier.
What's a little laughter
Update posted by Debra Basson at 04:45 pmI learned a long time ago not to loose my grip on reality. And to still see that there was a life to be lived. Today I was reminded of that. Amid the madness of our situation and on the back of the bombshell that my husband had just dropped. . . . .
Donors & Comments
- Anonymous
- Donated on Feb 22, 2017
Debi you and your family are in our prayers.
- Tumi Tsehlo
- Donated on Feb 22, 2017
Debi, thank you for your partnership over the years. Please know that I have you both in my thoughts and prayers.
- A Crampton
- Posted On Feb 21, 2017
No updates for nearly 3 weeks. We hope & pray that Nic is recovering well & will be fit enough to travel to Israel.
- Anonymous
- Donated on Feb 15, 2017
All the best to the family. I'll continue to keep you in my prayers Gillian.
- Anonymous
- Donated on Feb 11, 2017
- Anonymous
- Donated on Feb 07, 2017
- Sibusiso Goodwill Sibanyoni
- Donated on Feb 07, 2017
We pray that God will intervene and that Nic will be totally healed.
- Anonymous
- Donated on Feb 06, 2017
- Anonymous
- Donated on Feb 06, 2017
- Piet & Magda Steenkamp
- Donated on Feb 06, 2017
Vasbyt!
Debi you and your family are in our prayers.