Dear all,

feel its been long enough to give an update.

I really wanted to give a positive update. From 31Mar, after I made such a donation appeal, there were 2 job offers and also some kind Christians who introduced me to miracle services.

I was in tears and desperation when I accepted Christon 31Mar, after having been chanting buddhist chants for 10 years. Miraculously, I had progressive healing after that. I even took up a part-time day job at my own accounting discipline. I was glad and grateful.

However, the progressive healing stopped mid August. I worked till 4am every other 3 nights in my new job, obviously not being able to cope with deadlines. I hadn't got enough sleep. The weather changed drastically and was erratic. I had an infection and took 2 rounds of antibiotics. In my desperation to hold on to a job finally and see progressive healing, I in fact stalled my progress.

Serious lesson is learnt. Honestly I do regret taking this path.

Thought TSW lasts two years n i should b able to work. to get time in case i turn blind before son is independent. but now i waste precious prime years to earn financial security, losing precious childhood bonding with son. i should have taken gamble to let steroid waste me..... perhaps by then i have enough money to get by, survive alone without hindering my family....

i remember even with steroids i had trouble washing dishes and clothes. but at least i'll b riding high in career, feel respected and in control of my child's upbringing.

TSW is my wrong option