Acne laser surgery..

Hello everyone who's reading...I'm Eric, originally from east Europe, and I live in uk for the last 3 years.. I'll get straight to the deal, for the last 2- 2.5 years I'm suffering from acne...It wasn't that bad at the beginning but it became worse and worse everyday...I've worked dirty job when I came there, ate badly, didn't sleep enough etc etc. And that's the  main reason of my acne I believe. I feel like I've tried every possible method , every product on the market (which I could afford) but nothing helped, well some products helped a little bit but not enough. I've tried just to live with it and hope that it will heal soon but it didn't...Soon it became like a nightmare which follows me everyday and everywhere.  I  couldn't even get a normal daily job for the last half a year.. Well probably I could go wash dishes or something similar, but luckily I could make some money working from home and my gf supported   me all the time also.So almost whole last year I've been studying and following my dreams ( I work with sound, video etc). All that time I was hoping that at the end of the summer my skin will be ok and I will start my major projects. Basically what I want to  is create videos (comedy, music etc.). today I'm 100% ready to do it, I have all the needed skills, ideas, preparations etc etc.And only one thing.. Tons of makeup on me is not an option at all... It's so killing me... Imagine, me and my good friend joined together to finally shoot a video few days ago, my gf covered my face with massive layer of makeup (what is embarrassing already) and when we got in front of camera and lights.. Just awful.. I ruin all the shot.. I know it's possible to cover my acne with professional stuff and it's possible to make me look good on camera (I'm still good looking guy) but I can;t afford this at the moment and still.. it wouldn't be the best option anyway... Basically I'm trying to realize my dreams and f*cking acne destroys it.It's so hard to give it up it when you're so close... I've ended up only with one solution : I must heal my skin and heal it as fast as possible (not in the next 6 months). I went to dermatologist and we together decided that the best option is laser treatment which I can't afford... It's not that much, 500 pounds should be enough for a full course which should heal my skin 96% in a 2 weeks. But I'm in the shittiest situation ever.. I almost ran out of money, I'm not earning anymore at home, my gf started to study and work much less and I don't have a person who could borrow it to me and not to ask it back in the next few months, and my credit rating is not good enough to take a loan or credit card.. I know, most of people would say, go to find a work, you will earn it in two months , will buy your laser treatment  then you can start your projects. But everything is much more complicated.. Shortly, I've met few very important people and I have a non official  promise to show them some of my work asap.And I'm so on a rush , cause it might change my life forever. It's a chance which I simply cannot miss... And it just makes me more depressed. I look at the mirror 20 times per day, I take care of my skin and body as much as I can and it gets better, but with this tempo it will take 1-2 years to heal completely..   All in All I'm just stuck in my room till I get 500 pounds to have a surgery. Well yeah, If I will not ... don't know. I'll have to live anyway. I must give up and just go clean a sidewalks to pay my rent. Do you imagine how bad does it sound to me?..  I don't even try to think about it..  I'm not asking anyone to change my life , but at the same time I do. Basically 500 pounds will change it ( I hope so much).. Waking up in the morning and looking fresh and healthy would mean a world to me.I could start my projects and find a real, normal part time job quickly.. I feel like I could do anything. If you never had acne, probably you don't imagine it but when you see your face in the daylight you just want to hide and don't go anywhere or do anything.. That's how I feel every day. I feel really bad that I had to ask someone for money but that's the only one option for me at the moment..  I always can meet in a person, go on cam or take some photos to prove my problem or whatever you want.. If someone could help me quickly or give a good advise, please contact me asap... Thank you Xx Eric