I am 48, The two teens you see are my babies, the young lady is my 14 year old daughter Karrah, she has spent several times in a mental ward for severe depression, night terrors, with whom an old man raped her in her crib, after sometimes hours of her crying, she would tell me the dreams...they were horrid. she has also had tried to commit suicide, Vista Del Mar was the most recent place she was at.Isn\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t she beautiful, too sweet to have to deal with such EVIL! I have serious spine issues, a cervical fusion, getting ready for a triple lumbar fusion, lupus, and have a tumor now the size of the Palm of my hand in my upper arm that has to be biopsied, and tested for cancer. life has sent hard things our way, but the life for my children keeps me going, this is for them. I need to know if anything happens to me, they well be ok.