Please HELP Tony go to college

When I was 16 I dropped out of high school and got my G.E.D. At the age of 17 I enrolled into a small community college named Beckfield in Florence, Ky. I signed up for business and administration. I took a degree that I had no desire to ever be as a career. And after receiving loans from Sallie Mae, I enrolled into college. Regretting it immediately, I dropped out 3 weeks later. But even tho I had dropped out, I got stuck with a bill for $5000. I had grants more then that. And they had used the grants and $5000 from Sallie Mae for only 3 weeks for of school. I felt like I was getting screwed over and husseled. I've mad several complaints and no outcome has ever ca me from it. Now it's 12 yrs later, and I know 100% what I want to do with my life. But am not able to enroll into college til this unjust bill is paid. And Im not asking to have my college paid for. Just help with this bill so I can enroll back into school.

A little info on why I know I'd be a worthy person to invest your money into, for my dream of going back to school.

I was a child of the state system. I was taken from my drug and abussive parents at the age of 5 with 3 younger siblings. I spent 8 yrs in foster care often taking care of my 3 younger siblings protecting them and feeding them. Then at the age of 13 I was adopted with one of my younger siblings. The other 2 was separated from us. I had rough teen yrs growing up. I felt like I had missed out on my whole child hood. So I would get into trouble with so much misplaced hate. Then around the age of 18 my adopted mom was diagnosed with several severe health conditions. I spent the past ten yrs working crappy side jobs, while taking care of her. Least I could do to the only person that loved me enough to save me from the downward spiral in my life. She was the one that helped my place my emotions in the right places. Like sketching, writing scripts, and photography. And with art, it helped me with social anxiety, my depression, and my bi polar. I was able to act and function like a normal person on the outside. So now I'm 29, and at the point of wanting to follow my dreams and make a career. I'm accepted and able to take online classes for Film School. That way over the next few yrs I'm able to continue to take care of, and enjoy the few yrs I might have left with my adopted mother. But also make myself and her proud to make something amazing of myself, and follow my life dreams. This is not a fad, or something I think is just cool. This has been my dream for 15yrs. My whole life revolves around arts. And once again, I'm not asking for someone to pay for my college. I'm willing to take on debt and repay after college. But we are a very low income family. And even tho I am accepted to start, I do not have the over 5 grand to pay back the goverment so I can get a new student loan. I would make payments to repay for the money, or any donations would be humbling. Please help me start my dream. And give thanks to the greatest mother a man can ask for. This is not a scam or fake story. And I'm not one to beg or ask for help. This s not a sappy story to say poor me. This is a story to tell that I am determined and want a batter life. Thank you so much.