Widower single mom asks help

Loaning My husband's words on his last day he lived. "When you Are desperative enough, you do anything".

My husband died 5 years ago, suddenly. Me and our 2 kids left alone. All of us 3 has adhd and Life IS really rough .

Since then our life has gone down down down.

I am working on a market and taking the best care of My children and our lives as I can.

Money rules life. Nothing IS free. Every night I cry myself to sleep, Have Been searching a loan but succeeded to only got a victim of frauders and Lost money.

Now I Have bills not to Be paid, I am losing our car this weeks, which is owned by a bank.

I am so desperate with this life. If I could Even get a loan from someone, I promise to pay all back.

Thank you. And also I am apologizing this request.

Nelli