want to live

I'm a Bad luck person & a journalist. i have a little family with a handsome son(3years old). too many work i'm trying but still i'm not successful because i have no extra money/investment. now i'm jobless because of my age & sickness. journalism is my passion & addiction. want to do something for poor & jobless people. I have a online news portal. But now my situation is too bad that how can i leave life, how can i take care of my son, how can i help others, how can i run my news portal? I don't Know, but i'm trying, struggling.

All of those solve How, i need money for me, for my family for poor people.