want a job for me and my family

I am a girl from the middle class family.
From the time I grew up in trouble.
My parents tried to make me bigger as much as I could.
After the dad's job, the family started unrest.
When Dad could not do anything, he was angry at me and my mother, used to hand over us, so much so violent that father used to think that due to lack of money, he was not thinking about it.
Father tortured us Mother looked at me and my younger brother and could not say anything at all,even after so many years, I and my mother are still fighting with the same rhythm. The terrible turmoil of my family is the daily routine of my family. I do not have any good friends. Last night, my father abused my mother,mother took me all night and cried, she was very sad saying that you have a f If we do or if we have money today, it would not have been so much trouble. I am writing that I am constantly getting water from the eyes. I have not been able to help my family in any way. I want my mother to rescue the turmoil from this scourge and want to laugh at my mother's face. Ido not remember the last time we ate good food. My father struggled to

earn my education by lending money to my mother and I could not afford

it. Sometimes I thought of suicides, I could not have known so much of

life, I did not know, just to my mother's face I

could not succumb to it. Now I do not understand what I want to do. I

want my mother and my mother to be happy with my family. Please help us and rescue us.