Chasing a dream that had faded in the past

I am a pharmacy student but since I was little I wanted to study art. My parents wouldn’t let me do such thing because they believed I couldn’t make a living working as an artist so they made me study hard to pass the exams and become a pharmacist.It wasn’t hard for me at first but as time passes by I get more and more upset and depression won’t let me go for a minute. The only thing I want is a decent camera so that I can express myself through photography and also take some lessons in the future but my parents would not help me with my dream and I can’t get a job to raise the amount because pharmacy is very difficult and I have to study many hours a day. So I have decided to step up and chase my dream