Used by Husband – stop it!

My story is the story of silly girl. So hard to recognize it.

Now, I'm 35. That time I was 23 years old. My world was easy and happy. I did not want to be married and have any children. But I met him. He was 20 years older then me. So confident and stable. We started to live together and everything was great.

But once he asked about the money, he said that he needs to pay for something, I don't remember at least. I was open minded, never think about the money, so I had something and asked my friends, so I gave him this amount.

After some time it repeated. And I asked my another friend. So, it was a bell, but I did not took any actions, I was in love, belived him. So, I though it was OK. I told me about his huge project, and said if I could find the investment, the profit would be good and our life would be safed for years.

So this kind if doing, I took several credits for big amount. His business collapsed. So he started to be employed and payed for the credits. I forgived him.

After that he had troubles, said that he could be killed,and I have to save him, and persuaded me to sell the parcel on the sea shore, that I had from my grandpa, and keep silence among my family. (SO DIRTY MANIPULATION - NOW I UNDERSTAND IT)

So now, he is not working, moved with me to my old parents, do not pay for everything.

My credits are not closed. I want to kick him out. No hope for him, that he will help me to cover the credits to banks and debts to my friends. So that way I have lost all my old friends, because of the debts.

So now the deadlines for the bank are coming. And I do not how to find the amount to cover it.

So I ask for the help.

I assept all my mistakes, I was fogged up my mind and didn't not understand the consequences.

Please, I want to stop it. And to start new life, where I wouldn't be hopping on someone and to decide by myself. If you support my decision, please, donate any amount and I will fell that you are with me!