Hello everyone, hope your all well. I know as long we are alive we always have problems in life, but it differs to each individual on how to cope with it. In our case, we know that commiting suicide is a big sin, but sometimes all we can think is better not to wake up one morning if our situation continues like this. It took us time to think if we will do this publicly asking for help, but i think this is well than ending our lives due to deppression and hopelessness.
Our story goes like this.
My husband and I applied for loans and started merchandising business before but was closed because he ventured on a new business which is raising Peking Ducks last May 2017 with the hope that we can gain so that we can pay our debts and loans, but unfortunately, became the cause of our nightmares.
The amount that had been spent in feeds alone for more than a year already costs almost 3 million pesos but the production is just 10 to 15% of the cost spent on feeds. We are so much in debt that our payables reaches to 4 million pesos already from banks, lending companies and individuals with highest percentage of interest monthly.
We have the option to sell our livestocks and start another business or find a job but it cannot pays off our huge debts that are haunting us daily and earning interest. Our problems already deteriorated our health since we cannot sleep and eat well and felt like being harrased by people we are endebted to.
We can also have an option to end our lives together, to end our problems. But we have one daughter who is also suffering from trauma because of our situation that anytime soon we will be put to jail of estafa case that is being charged to us by banks and people we had owed.
I know this is so humiliating, but i am knocking at the door of your heart. Your donations will be of great help to us save our lives and live a peaceful life and if given the chance to live we will use our lives by helping others in need in the future. We can’t repay you all of your goodness but through our prayers that God will abundantly bless you.
Thank you so much and God bless you mor