Unfulfilled love

Hi iam Gianna recently i had some struggles in my life which made feel depressed.I needed a change to get over these issues and my cousin invited me to Australia.I had some savings and took the decision to go.A few days after I arrived I start feeling much better.i had a great time with my cousin and her friends ,I found a great job immediately and that helped me to find myself again.I tried to get a working visa to stay there but I couldn't so I had to come back in Greece.Two weeks before I leave I met someone who made feel like I never felt before.So this person had a very difficult life from childhood age ,he was homeless without family and some struggles led him in jail.while he was there he met a person whose job was to support and help young people to reintegrate into community that fact changed his life completely.After he was released he found a job and started studying so he could help people like himself!All this change in his life and that type of person that has become now made me see life with different point of view.we fell in love and spent great time together.Few days before I leave he offered me to marry him so I could live my dream life there!He told me that he wants to do this for me without making feel that I own him!when I came back in Greece we realized that we can't live apart from each other so we decided to get married.i found a consultan to get the partner visa.after giving him our details we found out that was impossible to get married because of his black record. Even to mention my name and his was the fear not be allowed to get in the country.after that fact he called me crying and telling me to stay away from him cause he thought he was hurting me only being with him.he did that because he loves me and wants the best for me.after that I tried to call him but he never responded .As you realize I feel terrible and can't sstop thinking of him.The only thing I want to tell him is that I love him and we can find a way to be together.So that's why I'm telling you my story hoping to help me to raise money and be able to travel and go find him.Hope for the best and thank you for your time