Travel to long distance girlfriend

Hello there,

I am Maarten De Gucht, 25 years young living in Antwerp Belgium. Since one and a half years I have been in a relationship with my wonderfull girlfriend Sophie. She originally lives in Chiang mia Thailand, but is now an au pair living with a family in Sarasota Florida. We only text message or video call each other, so we never met in person. Nevertheless we love each other very much!

With her birthday coming up on the 16th of July. I really want to surprise her with seeing her for the first time in person on that day. The problem is, I don't have an income of myself. My mom already pays my hospital bills. So I can't expect her to pay for my travel to. I have a form of autism, so I am in a psychiatric hospital sometimes to help me find a job and live on my own.

I really hope that I can see her for the first time on her birthday.