Trapped in credit card loan. Help me please

I thought of harming myself but being a father and a husband let me think of going Gogetfunding instead. I am trapped in a credit card loan that I took last November 2017 so that I can use the money to move my family out from a war-turn zone. I fall behind payment and the bank have been charging me very high percentage on a monthly basis. I am living in Middle east while my family are living back home in Africa and it became very difficult to keep up with rent's and family support. I am a father of two kids and my wife has no job. If I close this loan I will be able to send home my salary so that my little daughter ans son could have basic needs and go to school, in advance I am thankful and grateful for all the donors. I am desperately needing help.