In the beginning my mom offer her help about my thyroid nodules condition because she realized it is becomes more bigger since last year . We went to the appointment at private hospital, asking for the second opinion from a different doctor. I went alone to government hospital before but the doctors over there insisted they don’t want to proceed with my surgery with the excuse of it’s not critical, yet . Three times i went there for my reviews and they still said NO to my surgery. It’s has been a year and the swallow getting bigger they still said no with their excuse it’s still not giving me a pain yet . Walking around with this lumps over my neck people start staring at me which make me embarrassed and i decide just to stay at home away from the public. So my mom and I decided we went to the private hospital for second opinion and to find out if there are other alternative beside surgery. Unfortunately the doctor said I need a surgery to remove one of thyroid. It cost around $1709 ( MYR 7000) . Hearing the amount my mom having a second thought about it , eventually she doesn’t want to pay for my surgery. I’m still unemployed , still finding a job and my savings it’s not enough for the surgery . I never asked for my mom money since I’m graduated from college. Help her to pay bills every month . I cover my own expenses for a year and half with my savings. When my brother get married last year my mom without no problem paid his wedding. I’m being the youngest and when things involve with my health seems like it’s not too important for her . Or maybe she thinks the lumps is not dangerous yet to me. But I don’t know, I’m sad and a little bit disappointed of her . I choose to be quiet and just trying to figure out a way raising some money for my surgery. I feel alone .