Streamer

Hi guys! My name is Sam im 23 years old and currenlty living in Sweden outside of Gothenburg. So my dream has always been to become a league of legends streamer and youtube but as of right now i am unable to. This is due to bad equipment, no money and just kind of no one believing in me. I've been depressed and filled with anxiety for the past couple of years which i think most of you could relate too... im atm on sick leave cause i just couldn't do it anymore. I can't do something that just makes me want to cry everyday instead of smile and laugh like i know the person that i am. Please help me make my dream come true and get my ever lasting love for ever.