"Everything happens for a reason" this quotation motivated me to continue doing what are the things in life despite of all the problems that I, we are facing right now.
At this point, we are facing one of the biggest downfall of our life. One year had passed when my mom started to feel pain and started to feel that there was something lump on her left breast. So, she decided to had a biopsy, so that we will know what it is. Last January 2019 when she got the result of her biopsy from Vicente Sotto and we discover that she had Breast Cancer Stage 3B disease. It was stated in the paper that it was already a malignant neuroplasm, after knowing the result everyone was shocked and can't believe that it was already a cancer, who would not. She keeps on crying. After knowing everything on that day, I don't know how to react I was still on the state of shock and I don't know how to utter a word anymore. I don't like to talk woth people and even with my friends. At first it was hard for me to believe and accept the situation of my mother, who would not man sad diba, one day you'll just wake up knowing that one of the most influencer of your life will get a disease like that. It was hard at first really but we HAVE to accept everything because it was already part of God's plan. But we can't avoid asking "of all people, why it had to be my mom?". "We are not even rich to sustain all her medications", "we're just living simply. Simple enough that our parents income provides only our basic needs." And to think 4 of us went to school. We are just living in a simple and happy way and that's what all matters for us.
And with that my mom took some herbal medicines because there are many cancer survivor who was cured with just herbal medicines without doing the process of chemotherapy. And with prayers ofcourse that it the most important thing to do. She don't like to have chemotheraphy because she has a weak body and weak heart too, and we won't let her take risk for that because we do believe that there are so much way to cure this disease if we truly believe in that. Syempre we can't avoid some situations in life like, I came into the point of my life where I questioned GOD about everything. I've been very bad of doing that, I've just let my emotions drove and controlled me during that time without knowing that I was hurting him already hays. You can't blame me for doing that syempre I am just human. Sometimes we really became the worst person we could ever be especially when it comes like this.We forgot that he was the creator of everything. We should have not doubt him beacuse he has his own reason and purpose of why he let us encounter this kind of situation.
As the eldest, I should have stand strong. Strong enough to show off from my siblings and for my family that we CAN and we WILL do this, of course with God's grace. Our mother needs us and we need her. And we have to help her. We will do our very best to help her. There is nothing more painful than seeing your mother suffering from this disease and there is nothing more painful hearing her saying, " I wanted to see you become one of the successful person in the future. I wanted and can't wait to see you wearing one of the best outfit in your life. I wanted to be there during your graduations." So, with that we will do our best to save our Mom from breast cancer with God's guidance and grace.
With that, I humbly knock on your hearts to support my Mom's financial regards for the family’s income cannot fully accommodate her medication. She was advised by her Oncologist, Dr. Dai Wenyan from St., Stamford Modern Cancer Hospital Guangzhou, China last July 20, 2019, that it is best for her to go in the hospital personally in china. Where some of cancer patients would go. They were more advanced in curing cancer diseases because they were specialist for that. And they too, are more on herbal treatment and enough for my Mom's body. With that, she is willing to go there but we can't totally afford the said amount that is why we will asking help for her to get the amount that is needed for medication. She will be having a seed implantation on her left breast (katong naay tumor). And they will be staying there for 10 days until she will recover. I would be forever grateful with you guys!! If you help to save my Mom from breast Cancer... Thank yoooou so much and may God bless you more.