Save me from the credit deep

Good day to everyone!

My name is Katerina and i'm 25 years old.

Last year i took a lot of credits. And their sum is about 14000 $. And i have to pay every month smth about 370$. But my salary is 740 $. And i have to live every month on 370$. It destroys me. I feel like i'm getting to depression and sometimes i don't want to live. I feel that i'm not worthy to meet my friends. I really want to support my family, i want to be a good person! But all that i can think about is ... money! And i have to pay till 2023-2025 year. It kills me. I don't have any energy to learn smth new (i try but i'm exhausted).

It is hard to say why i took these credits. I was in depression and i thought that all these shopping could make me happier....But it has stolen my freedom! I think like i'm slave: i can't change my job, i can't buy smth that is not included to my monthly budget.

So....Please, please, PLEASE!! Save me from these credit deep, save me from depression and give me a chance to be free....

Hope, everyone will have a good day!

I'm full of gratitude for your support.