Reconstruction surgery

I am 22 years old, recently had a surgery that would fix the concequences of internal bleeding that happened a year ago. The surgery ended up completely botched to the point where no doctor wants to consider reconstruction. I have only found one doctor who is willing to do it but it is very expensive and on another continent. I wouldn't be asking for help if i didn't really need it. I am crying everyday and every night. Since i am a student i can't afford to pay it myself. I just want to feel normal. Please help me, thank you ❤️