This project is about funding a store with healthy food, specialized in organic and raw certified products, (Most of the time, in supermarkets, nuts get unintendedly heated by the process of cracking the shell) and generally, food that promotes good health. There is also a nice little Vegan store, which has raw vegan fitness products like rice protein and the "Organic Food bars" which are awesome.
A Journey of losing more and more of my health and losing nearly my mind followed. Looking back, it feels like hundreds of years had passed. I'm not even kidding, it was a horrible time, but it also had moments of light and beauty, and I was always learning more about my nature. Now my parents are stopping to support me. We have drifted so much apart. To survive I had to change. My body literally forced me to eat more well and find out what's wrong, but still big parts of my soul are missing. I need all the love I can get now, and spend every cent I can get, the right way. At the moment, I feel like I'm no use to others. I need others who have faith in me and help me restoring my heart, to bring back happiness and emotions i suppressed. The dependency on my parents also damaged me a lot. But when the time for forgiveness comes, I'd gladly be the first one to do so. Right now, I need protection, so I don't have to fear what the next day or month brings me. I need safety, and silence. And then anything is possible to achive, if you truly want to with all your heart.
So, it seems like this funding project is more about me. Actually this was what I first wanted it to be: a cry for help. Then I came up with the idea of a raw food store which I had thought up for a long time already, because i found it bothersome to order my food. And Because you don't have a lot of money you try not to order to many different things and wait till the package is empty and then order it and wait two to three days. I thought it would be heaven to be able to just walk into the store and get what you want.
Thanks for reading and your interest
In the process of the last years, I completely lost myself. And I want just that, I want myself back.
Alex S. from Baunatal in Germany