Please help my Business

In September 2005, I founded with love and passion my company. The goal was by my income, then great to pull my two children 3 and 4 years old alone. I founded the company under its own power, without a penny starting capital and in 2006 it went so well that I had to hire employees. Then in 2007 I hired a woman in my mother's age. I never thought at that time that this woman who could be my mother and also even had a granddaughter, was an impostor. At this time we were 10 people and we were all single mothers and proud to have finally created jobs for mothers. Over the next 6 months we noticed that sales went further and further down. We could not initially find the source of problems. I had to start to lay off people and it tore my heart. One evening I erfur very disappointing way by a customer that my own assistant, I yet so familiar, had misappropriated client funds in the amount of € 250,000.00. This day I will never forget in my life. After this message, I broke down. This loss of confidence was so deep in me. Then began my two children, my other employees and me a hell of time. I was confronted with "aggrieved customers" who wanted the money stolen from me. I was faced with seizure, bailiff. We lost 4 times in 3 years our home, because I invested the money in meisste debt and the rent was nothing left. For all the grief, the perpetrator is not a single-curved finger. I had worked up together with the police everything yourself. And as if that's not enough, I was "partially" exploited by my own lawyers. Today, after 6 years, I still pay the entire damage and the perpetrator has not even paid to date a single penny. My strength is slow at the end. After years of paying, the Deppressionen I have arrived at a point where I just do not force.