Please help me travel back to Japan.

Hello,
I am a lady, 37 years old and I've been living in Japan for many years.
Unfortunately after 8 years of marriage, in 2013 I've lost my partner who committed suicide, so I am a Survivor of Bereavement by Suicide. Since then I am single, and it's been almost 7 years since I'm struggling to build a new life for myself, I have no support around me and my financial situation is difficult because after my partner death I've also lost everything, including the home, and then I've lost my sister (39) because of cancer.

Currently I am in Europe and I need to take a trip back to Japan for a maximum of 3 months, so I'm hoping to raise the money for the costs of my trip - airfare + accommodation and some few money for survival expenses such as food and inside city transportation.
Please help me take this trip back to Japan, if you can contribute even with any small amount of money it means a lot to me. I appreciate.
Please help make my dream come true,

I love Japan!
Thank you so much.

Sincerely.