Many of you may know me, but if not, my name is Riadul islam.
We may be extremely close and you may still not be aware of my current situation; this is because I have been doing everything I can beyond possible to hide it from my loved ones, out of embarrassment. Out of humiliation.
It has given me overwhelming grief over the past weeks, a snowballing anxiety that should not be housed by the body and now - more often than not - I find myself crying to sleep and waking up in the middle of the night for more crying. And then more crying when I wake up. To say that I am stressed right now is an understatement.
The number of our family members is 4 people. Me and my younger sister and dad, Mom. My mother and father have not studied, so my grandpa was poor. My father cut trees from the mountains and sold it to the market. Without my father we were no longer a source of income. A lot of dream my father, studying me, making a lawyer.In which opinion I pass HSC. Then I was admitted to a private university. Passed the first semester then my father died. The whole family's responsibility comes down to me. Then I didn't have a job. I stopped studying in the middle, in a lack of money. I have to fill my father's dream. I'll finish the study. I need to pay of my tution fees $4000. to finish the study. If you help me I can finish my studies.Please donate me