Please help me

I don't know how can i start my speech.

From my childhood I would think.When I become maturate and trying to understand than i would become more upset to myself and become bore to myself.

I was not satisfied to my face.I had no confidence to myself.When I looked at myself in the mirror, I was very angry with myself.I couldn't concentrate on any work.I could not speak to anybody.

Whenever I talked to someone, I felt very helpless.I don't know why I thought like this.I don't know that is my mental problem or any other problem.

But I know it wouldn't have happened if I had been happy with my face.When I see myself in the mirror, especially the dark spots below the eyes, the mind becomes worse.I'm more worried about the black spots under my eyes.My face is very slim.If only my face were a little swollen.

If my face is nice and there is no spot in my face,I would become more happy

I think for myself more.Sometimes i lose confidence to myself. Sometimes I want to kill myself.

Suddenly i can hear the name of leaser treatment.Then i go to leaser chain and skin center and consult to the doctor.I openly told him my all problem about my face.I also told him that i am not happy to my face .He said to me that my all problem can be solved.

But i have to spend a lot of money for solving all problem of my face.

The doctor has said to me that i have need leaser,prp, eye pill,filler and so on treatment for solving my problem.

I have spent about 1000 dollar for my face treatment.Now i have no money .

I need more than $ 4,000 to do the treatment.

That's why I want to help to you.

Please help me.For saving my self .I want to live on the world happily.

When i will get enough money then i will be able to take proper treatment.So all of you.Please help me.