Hello, my name is Liliana Sirbu.It is hard to me,to write my story because my eyes are full of tears.But I'll try:
I am 51 years old -retiree,I live in Chisinau-it's the capital of Moldova. This happened to me at September 13,2019 at Friday, two days before my birthday,I recieved answer from oncologist ,based on cytological analysis- You have regional metastatic breast cancer stage 2B.
I fell into big depression.I started to scroll in my head whom I had done badly in my life, because I had been helping all people all my life.And never asked some help for me..... I asked the God, why? What I've done ? The first day it seemed to me that the whole world was up against me. It really was a shock for me, my hard and poor life just began to improve, after a stroke in 2011. I just got the opportunity to free myself from this legalised slavery in my homeland .But ,cancer happens ...
My near future plan included to relocate to a friendlier and lovely place, giving birth to a child, and giving him all my love. But my dreams and plans crashed in one moment. Now,bad thoughts come to my mind that I will cut off my cancer breast with my own hand from despair. I am desperate for my condition, I never thought that this would happen to me.I am ashamed to ask strangers for help.My pension is very small -150 euros per month, minus the cost of food, housing, I always stay in the red. Now I have no savings, no property, nothing ... except faith and desire to live, faith in God and you - the faith in good people.I am ready to accept the battle!
Please help me,I believe in you, I believe in myself. I want to LIVE! I want to LOVE!
Many thanks to all those who read and imbued, I am grateful for your help, attention and prayers.God bless you , your family, your friends!