Photo equipment

Hi, My name is Mihai and I'm an passionate amateur photographer. I want to become a proffesional wedding photographer and  in order to do that I need to puchase a better equipment to shoot weddings. This equipment is very expensive and I don't have all the money to buy it, only half of what i need. I've tried to loan some money from the bank but because I'm a employee with minimum wage they refuse it :( Helping me with this money would make a big difference for me because wedding photography and photography in general is the thing i like the most. You may be asking yourself why should I help? The only answer I can give you is because working as an employee in Romania pays very bad and becoming a wedding photographer I would earn better plus I would do the thing a like the most. Those of you willing to help me can receive and choose a high quality picture done by me in electronic format. I don't have any other way to reward you :) Thank you very much :)