Hi this is a last shot of desperation for me, I have never ever been the type to borrow money or ask for help, actually I have always been the giving side and even when I didn't have much I was always happy to help out other people who just needed someone to reach out but the tables have turned.
I had a great career with the biggest telco provider in Australia. I had made it my entire life and despite only making maximum $900 per week I was quickly climbing a corporate ladder making the company over 2 million a year meanwhile earning hundreds of awards saving the company 1000s by making innovations. Then at the beginning of 2017 I lost someone very close to me it broke my heart and I began to have severe depression so after discussing it with my employer I took some time off. When I returned to work around a month later the company had lost a considerable amount of revenue I was told this was because I had decided to go on vacation and because of my selfishness they would have to lay off staff members.
This greatly added to my depression and my career quickly went downhill. All my friends worked for the same company but with everyone thinking I was the cause of staff being fired they soon stopped talking to me.
Then in march they finally fired me and since that time I have been unemployed and alone, I was a wreck and had lost all hope for the future I spent everything I had saved and sold off almost everything I wasn't able to afford my rent and was months behind So of course I finally received a notice that I was going to be evicted and I was seriously considering suicide but then something happened I woke up one morning thinking I am not the only person in the world who has been screwed over what if I started a career that was about helping people rather than sales how rewarding would that be right?
So here I am at that point I want to go back to school and get a degree in medicine which means moving house etc but I have no money for a rental bond or anything at all and I get evicted next week.
Every loan or help I have applied for has been declined and I am about to end up homeless I just need a break.