Need Help

My real name's "Hamza", but i hate it so i like people to call me Joseph, i'm a gay guy from Jordan and i'm facing all kinds of bad things.All people around me are religious and believe that i should be dead.

I have a heart condition that's preventing me from being able to work like any other normal person, if i put so much pressure on myself my heart could literally explode any moment.

I'm also suffering from depression, anxiety and overthinking and for these people those things aren't even real.

I've been attacked and physically abused by my dad and other people, just cuz i'm gay.

i've been humiliated and criminalized since i was born, i got beaten like everyday, by my family and others but this time is different.

This time it was two months ago where i got beaten by a group of unknown guys and been in the hospital for a whole month.

As you can see my face is damaged and, broken jaw, three broken teeth and it's just gonna keep happening.