Hi! I am not sure how this works, but I want to try my luck. Basically, everybody calls me Nisa. I am 31 years old this year, married for 5 years. I am a kindergarten teacher with salary of RM850. I have a son and my second child is coming in the next 5 months. However, my marriage is falling apart. Seems that my husband is having some affair with another woman, and wiped clean all our savings. He left us with a house with the rent that hasn't been paid for 5months, and the landlord is kind enough to let us stay up until now. But he asked me to find another place to live already last month, and I understand his ground. It just that we totally have nothing. No cash to move to another place, nor to prepare for the baby.
And I am scared with myself. I am scared that I might fall into depression again. I had it after my first son and been going to 2 years before I can say that I am truly OK. That was the excuse my husband used to be with another woman. He said I am too crazy to handle. I am not crazy, I was depressed because he is a total hands-off husband. I am working my ass off and he just wants to live off with his GRAB job. But most of the time, he just being with that woman he met while doing GRAB. He only can get RM50-100 per day, but all the money spent for his gf. Ended up, all my money is gone too as he kept asking and beat me if I don't want to give him. He did force me a few times to withdraw all my money and give it to him. I have to lower my dignity and take advance from my boss almost every month just to live off with my son.
I'm just tired, exhausted. That's why I am asking for a divorce, even he doesn't want to (just because he still need my money) and soon inshaa Allah I will be free. Therefore, I really hope this funding works and somehow you can help me. This funds will be for the deposit for the new house, preparation for the next baby, and the lawyer fee for the divorce (I need lawyer as he doesn't want to let me go). May God rewards your kindness.