From the beginning..
Hello everyone. I'm male, 27, and currently living in cologne, germany. The last few years have been terrible for me. Let me tell you a bit about what happened.
In 2011, my parents died. Since our realtionship hasn't been the best, it didn't freak me out at first. Over the next months, i startet realising what happenend and became depressed.
So, i decided to do a trip around the world with my two best friends in 2013 to get new impressions and forget what happenend. Unfortunately, they both didn't survive a car accident just weeks after we planned the trip. R.I.P Daniel & Felix.
Since i was totally alone now, i became more and more depressed. I decided to move to cologne to start a new life. The first weeks went out pretty well, but after i lost my job i got very depressed again.
I got in touch with the wring people abd startet taking drugs like cocain and ecstacy. This went on untis the end of 2015.
Just days before i was losing my flat since i wasnt able to afford the rent anymore, i met Marie, the love of my life. With her help i stopped taking drugs and started to work again. She also helped me getting a new goal in life.
Why am i telling you that?
There is one thing i really want to do with her. Going on a trip around the world like Daniel, Felix and I have planned it. Without them, i wouldnt live anymore. Everyday i'm thinking of what we could have seen together.
Please, help me on making my dream come true.