My dream about college

Hello! I'm here with you, to share my shameful problem. I'm Kasia, I was born and I live in Poland. I'm 19 years old and I'm attending a university in Warsaw. As I mentioned I'm from Poland which means that I have to live amongst the most privileged group - white males Small introduction to my problem... I have three siblings and obviously they're all male. One is older and two are younger, which caused many problems. Living in place where my brothers were mean to me was awful. Artur, the oldest was constantly trying to show younger brothers that I was weak and dumb. I wanted to show him it's not true, so i was resisting as hard as i could. I don't really want to get into details. The worst part of it was my dad. He was completely ignoring what my brothers were doing to me and belittling the problem. Mom had nothing to say about it. He was the one who ruled in house.. He hardly ever was sober after work, and when he was coming back, everything was a problem for him. One day, mom just decided to run away, without even saying goodbye. She just left me, and of course this monster blamed me for it, so i became his next target. I lived in a village, far from civilization and people there were horrible. No one wanted to help me, aunts were saying that woman has to stay at home and do household duties. Ignorants. I desired to leave that place. The only thing I was thinking about was moving out. After end of the school year i packed my bags and moved out to Warsaw. I found job in restaurant as a waitress. I was working there full time for four months, which let me not only survive, but also save small amount of money for a short period of time. Now when academic year came, my timetable lets me work only three days per week. With actual state of bank account I will be able to pay rent for two next months, but I won't have money for living. That's why I approach you all. I'm asking for financial help. I'm not asking for a big amount, there are lots of us here and with everyone's minimal contribution we will be able to prevent my going back to this hell