My dad gonna die..

hello everybody.short based. My life is a hell for the whole time... My father got me with my biological mother 20years ago... After i was born they divorced because she is mentally sick, pathethic and an drug addict. She was torchering me from the beginning. Stuff i cant talk about. Have now a few years of lost memories. But the scars remained and the pain is still sane in the heart. There wasn't even one single day without fighting me untill she threw me to an residental house or how should i say it... When i was 12. It is very hard to remember now after all this time of trying to not think of it.. but at this rate now im lost. Well than she wasnt even curious for me and didnt even payed the alimony... Than 2 years ago when i got out i went to my father where i than found out tha he's broke as hell because she was syuing him for my whole lifetime. (have to mention she insisted on the court for 21 years before i was born that se than finally threw out of the house her parents and her own sister after they gave up.) And i had to live with my dad now for 2years without electricity and without fridge... I'm not saying that im spoiled or anything. Besides i'm cooking&cleaning for myself since i was 7. But after all dissapointingly I didn't managed to complete the computer school with all this distractions and problems and mental traumas i've been left to on this world. But i did managed to get to the last year of school but now i have to pay for 2 exams and the end "Matura" to complete the school. Hovewer me and my dad are too broke to get out of his debts due to courts and bills he has to pay "my mother" for all the lies. I did managed to flee to Austria with some refugees in hope for a better life but it all crushed down now after i didn't got a job after a week and after now that i've been called from my hospital that my dad is going to die due to lung cancer. And i cant afford even to go back to slovenia to visit him. I have worked a lot on black but wasnt enough for living with all the debts of my fathers...

So if there is anybody out there willing to try help me out to get the money for his chemoterapies and for me to complete the school and to finaly be able to start to live on my own... I will not forget! And i will give it back someday after i make it, when you help me to make it!

I don't know what to do anymore, been on my own since i remember and somehow i managed to climb up to get to here but it feels like everything is collapsing now.