Looking to restore my faith in humanity

Hi, My name is Karen, I tried not to do any of this because i’m usually helping others, not asking for help for myself. Why? Because i have both anda and feet and aletas feel there’s people who need more help than me. I tried to get over my financial Issues, i’m a hard working person, responsable, loyal, but it happen to be like a hole getting bigger and bigger. I disco ver that I have depression and anxiety, and still I do my best, But my financial situation just got worst. I know i need psicologial help, but I can’t afford it. Where i live i have no family, and just a few friends. I’m working on helping other women and girls, and that is why is so hard for me to show weekness. How can I help others if I can’t help myself? I had suicidal taugths, but..Is it worth it for a debt of 3500 dlls? I guess not. It’s not the solution. I know that I have Been a help to others and I can give back to the world a lot. But right now I can’t find a way out. I feel trapped. That’s why with all that it means to ask for help I’m doing this campaig. I feel blocked. If you decided to help me i will appreciate a lot. It wont be in vain. Thanks