Living and medical cost after twice heart failure and PTSD

After a dramatic suddenly heartattack with two heart stops my life completely changed. I couldn't believe that I 52 years old could get a heart disease. After that I got PTSD with strong anxiety that made me to get online and bought stuff that I really didn't need, but I lived day by day and my bank account is empty. I knew I have to do something so I started to exercise even I was scared for my life, but I got more and more tired so after 8 month I got to the hospital and they discovered I had pneumonia and I was hospitalised over 1 month. Finally I got home and started to see a psychiatrist regarding my PTSD but I'm still afraid for my life and I restarted to exercise and after 6 month I got pneumonia again and a infection in the pleural sack. Everyday I get fever when I try to exercise, even when I try to go and take a shower I got fever. The social security money is low and my economy goes to hell. Now both my sister and aunt has got lung cancer and I want to be with them as much I can sadly they don´t live in the same town as I am. And my wish is also to go to a hospital in Helsinki that has a good reputation in cancer treatment since I have trouble with my breathing it feels that I don't get enough oxygen and then the fever arrives. I don't feel so god and I know I have to be strong to support my family members but I have so many things in my head. It feels like everybody around me are sick or are dying I'm depressed and honestly don't know if I'm or my sister and aunt is gonna make it. So could you please donate so I don't need to worrying about money and help me be alive again.Thanks

PS! I apologise for my bad English but I hope you can read it.