Life, Love & Experience

Hi, Well to begin with my name is Micheal Sachse, I live in a SUPER small town in Namibia called Rosh Pinah (you might not even find it on the map). So I have a story to tell on ONE of my MOST important dreams I could ever have... So about at September last year, I came out as being gay, or well accepting the fact that I am (I'm 18 now) and as naive as it sounds I found discovered an individual... Handsome, smart, funny, cute ANYthing you could think of to describe this man.. So we became friends, REAL good friends.. So good that I don't even remember HOW we became friends! And I now cannot see my life without him.. We have been connected through Facebook, and Viber and some other social apps, and we just don't stop talking, he is my best hope, inspiration, and motivation to life.. He has changed me, for I was a selfish, coceited, snobby asshole who knew nothing about life. And he, (yeah even on text) gave me a slap through the face to turn around and get myself together. We talk SO much on how AMAZING it would be to get to meet one another.. Teasing, wrestling, playing, anything you could think of.. But the disappointment of the huge gap between us (the ocean) sometimes, or most of the time gets the best of me, I then start to brood on stupid things.. (Old stupid habit of mine) And I don't want to lose him for anything in the WORLD.. I love him with everything I have to offer. It would be a dream come true.. For the sake of true love.. He loves me more than he could describe.. And he has told me this, but we are just friends as it would or could never work with the distance between us and not having physical contact for a VERY LONG TIME.. It is for him and another friend I want to go to America, for I am greatly honored to be the Godfather of her child. She is due Christmas, and I would WANT to be there with her, at the moment of the birth of a new being, a little cute baby who I one day, or for extended days till I die can spoil for everything.. I am not asking for the sake to just VISIT America and my friends, but for the matter of LOVE, and a NEW LIFE, to experience the moments of being more than what I am.. and to know of what I can do for others. If you decide to donate, I gracefully thank you for your time that has been used to read my story.