Life in ruins and now I my kitteh is gone :(

this year my life got ripped apart I lost my aunty in december my home in march I injured my leg and it hurts to walk now I can't afford to see a specialist for months I'm falling into more debt fast because I'm not being paid what I was my nan injured her self and this scared me alot i had high levels of depression stress and anxiety and now i feel even worse after six weeks of not being able to see my kitteh a day before I could he died an nobody would tell me so I spent 3 days walking around calling out to him and went to the pound I made posters and letters and then I found out and I can't take it the whole time since things went bad I just wanted him to be ok I was so close I miss him so much and now its even harder for me to function and I got a letter saying the money I owe Telstra that I shouldn't owe them has now impacted my credit record so many things happend so consecutively other stuff to and so perfectly I feel like I'm curesed its been so hard the past few years i actually am starting to feel like im cursed It just gets worse and worse so I thought maby I could reach out for help so I can at least make sure I'm out of debt and I would like to set my fibre back up before next year so many things I can't do I'm so unsure of the future and I don't trust my self now that I lost Tommy,V,Chong my baby kitteh I just want him back I feel so sad and so angry he was near me everyday for the past 3 years even after I lost my home but he had to stay somewhere else the past 6 weeks I was 1 day to late