I am composing this post out of nothing and. After a several weeks of composing this, finally I will have the courage to post this.
Honestly I don't know how to start or do this because I don't usually open up about my life, and this life isn't about mine, it's my mom's. Since this battle is hard, we need all the help that we can get because we know that this is not some problem that we usually solve in a snap of a finger, this is a battle that needs a lot of people, family, friends and even strangers! That is why I am doing this and we are counting on every single of you!
So let me tell you some part of it.... Last year around October 2018 my mom had a thyroid problem, we decided to go and get some check up. And after all the test, laboratory and biopsy. The doctor said, surgery (total thyroidectomy) is needed to be done or it will blocked my mom's breathing. The surgery went success, she's healthy as ever just like before. We thought everything is fine but in just 5 months everything went black or white? I don't know.
March 2019, she got admitted again. Kasi nakita sa xray nya na punong puno sya ng tubig sa baga. Kaya pala hindi nya kayang umakyat sa hagdan, miski mag cr hingal na hingal sya. Na admit uli sya and then she undergo thoracentesis, almost 2 liters of water ang nakuha. My heart got ease again, for the second time around I thought everythings fine. Not until the day of the result of biopsy... Doctor said that she has a cancer. I was about to cry a bunch in front of her doctor but I decided not to and also im with mom. He said kung gusto ko ba na sya na ang mag sabi kay mama or ako na lang. That kind of scenario is just in some drama that I used to watch, I was thinking kung nananaginip ba ako or nag jojoke si doc..Technically theoretically, I don't have a choice but to accept. But I am having a hard and I in the middle of blaming myself, kasi I feel like I am in responsible of everything. I was working at the hospital, why didn't I know in early stage? May mali ba ako? May kulang ba ako? Every thought runs on my mind until I decided to stop and gave everything to God.
Bakit sya may cancer? kasi, meron syang bukol sa loob ng baga. And lumabas uli sa ct scan na meron uling tubig yung baga nya. Doctor tells me na kapag bumalik uli ang tubig sa baga it is either tubercolosis or lung cancer. But since she doesn’t have tb, doctor suspect it as lung ca. After referring to her to oncologist, we've done another lab test, biopsy, ct scan and mri. Pinagawa namin lahat ng test and hindi ko suka't akalain na ang malaman na may cancer ang nanay ko ay ang biggest downfall na ng buhay ko, nagkakamali pala ako..... Meron pa palang mas mabigat. Alam nyo kung ano yun? My mom has a stage 4 breast cancer with lung cancer and bone metastasis. Ang galing no? Sa sobrang bait ni mama kinuha nya na ata lahat. For short kumalat na yung mga bukol and na hit na yung bones nya. Imagine having not one cancer is another level of shock after shock and a lot of shock. I don't know such cancer exist, having more than one. I just found out that my heart broke into a tiny bit of pieces which is hindi ko na mabuo. My mom would always be the biggest part of me, without her my life would be black, that's why I am willing to risk and give everything a shot just for her. I promise her that she will be able to walk again and she will see me going abroad and my brother to walk on stage and graduate. The amount of heartbreak we've gon is enough. We are ready to fight. Please help us!
People, I was just asking for help because she will be having her 3 chemo therapy. Yes 3 chemo needed to be done because each cancer has each own chemo. Yung isang chemotherapy nya will cost 86,000 per session. That was the biggest kasi that is for her active cancer. I know there are so many angels here in this world and if you read this, we need you and thank you for stopping by. Iloveyou thankyou!
My mom is always my strength and she taught us how to fight. She is the most wonderful person in this world and I am always thanking GOD for giving us her. Thank you for your kind and patience! God Bless you all!
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